Mishuelle

2010-02-05T05:10:00.000-08:00

I feel so irritated/upset/weak/lousy today.

Can you tell me that i can compare??? WhycantihaveamorecaringbfWhowouldshowmemorecareandconcernwheniamfeelingsolousyandweak?

whowouldcareandlovemealittlemore?amiaskingtoomuchthatitissodifficulttofulfil?willieverbehappy?

isthisreallywhatiwant?

IREALLYFEELLIKEGIVINGUP!!!!!!!!

butwhyisitsodifficultto?????

whycantihaveabfwhowouldbringmeabagorbottleofwarmwaterwheniaminpain?

whowouldatleastaskifiamok?

tellmeicangiveup!

tellmetellmetellme!!!111

whatever.

2009-09-17T09:46:00.000-07:00

Why am i still up at 12.45am when im suppose to get up at 6.30 tomorrow???? because i feel so abcdefg..

i'll think hard and thorough. is it worth it? is this what i want? am i happy? sigh.

i really feel so abcdefg... i cant sleep. but anyhow, good night. the sky is dark. the lights are out soon.

ahhhh! whatever. bye.

2009-06-13T07:25:00.000-07:00

For my reference only....

Family
-my family (5)
-Mum's side,auntie uncles (2+4+2+2=10)
-Grandparents (2)
-Dad's side (2+2+2+2+1+1+2+2=14)
Subtotal: 31

Friends
PHS
-Adeline
-Benjin
-Michelle Wong
-Fang Yi
-Yong Kiong
-Derrick
-Hong Yun
-Angeline
ST: 7

NYP
-Andy
-Fel
-Shawn
-Vincent
-Jason
-Elvina
-Bernard
-Rillen
-Marcus
-Clara
ST:10

Others
-Akela
-Nana
-Kit and Lillian
-Eric and Joyce
-Vivien
-Alex Kor
-Jason Kor
-BB (5)
ST: 14

Cousins
-Yuan Ling
-Wei hong
-Wei liang
-Wei ye
-Yong Sheng
-Wan Ling
-Koyang
ST:7

Total: 69

Children
-Mum's side (cousins) (2+3)
-dad's side (cousins) (1)
-Kitlyn
-Zavian

2009-05-12T08:42:00.001-07:00

Life's been pretty peaceful for me. The kinda life that I like. Caught up with Jason. Everyone seems to be busy with their own stuffs. The serious, gets serious. The people who laze around, still continues lazing around. Rotting their lifes away. Graduation's coming. Am still thinking whether if I should ask Baby to go for photoshoot with me. It's $108 if i'm not wrong. It's like a graduation photoshoot? I don't mind keeping it as a memory?

Shall see how. Looking back, time really flies. I entered poly 3 years ago and it seemed like i've a long way to go back then. Now, I'm out. With a diploma, a bf, a child, and getting married soon. No worries, I'll invite you, whoever that is reading this. Just drop me a tag and you'll be invited!

Oh, i'm kidding. I still need to wait for somebody to propose to me. I know it sounds old fashioned. But you know, it's once in a life time thing! And you must make me tear before i will accept. So PLAN and THINK properly! I pity you though. But that doesnt mean that I will give you any chances to get away.

I miss many people. List not ranked according to favouritism.
-Elvina
-Clara
-Marcus
-Fel fel
-Shawnie
-Andy
-Vynsen
-Yuan Ling

There are more. But lazy to type them all out. Hope meetings will be organized soon. Though i know there will be some uneasiness. But let the bygones be bygones ya. I MISS ALL OF YOU!

Best Valentine's day

2009-02-18T20:07:00.000-08:00

Honestly, i cannot expect someone beetttterrrrrrrr....!! My day, 14 February 2009, Saturday, started off at having to wake up at 8.30am for piano lessons. Nothing special. Went for class, came back. While opening the door to baby's house, Zavian boy(baby's nephew) shouted, "jie jie, someone sent you flowers! and just now da jiu wrapping sunglasses for you!" I cannot stop laughing while hopping into the room to see baby love burying his head within the bolster and pillows. haha. There goes his surprise!

Nonetheless, I'm very surprised and touched that he put in so much effort to do all this. A big thank you baby! Next was to hunt for my flowers, hidden in the toilet in his room. Then the present, which I couldn't find and was found by Zavian boy. And wtf! Tiffany&Co sunglass! It's the one that i've been eyeing at! And he really got it for me, telling me that it's been sold already! IDIOT! but i loveee u all the way up to the sky.

A very happy day for me! Smiling all the way and cant be more thankful for a better dear. I love you baby! Although I didn't get anything for you, cause i'm saving for something that costs 2K and our holiday, I hope that you enjoyed the exploding dinner though it only costs $92.

Thank you for the effort and the love you have showered me for the past 7 going 8 months!

I LOVE YOU.

2009-01-19T01:51:00.000-08:00

Analytical Thinker (AT)

Analytical Thinkers are reserved, quiet persons. They like to get to the bottom of things - curiosity is one of their strongest motives. They want to know what holds the world together deep down inside. They do not really need much more to be happy because they are modest persons. Many mathematicians, philosophers and scientists belong to this type. Analytical Thinkers loathe contradictions and illogicalness; with their sharp intellect, they quickly and comprehensively grasp patterns, principles and structures. They are particularly interested in the fundamental nature of things and theoretical findings; for them, it is not necessarily a question of translating these into practical acts or in sharing their considerations with others. Analytical Thinkers like to work alone; their ability to concentrate is more marked than that of all other personality types. They are open for and interested in new information.

Analytical Thinkers have little interest in everyday concerns - they are always a little like an “absent-minded professor” whose home and workplace are chaotic and who only concerns himself with banalities such as bodily needs when it becomes absolutely unavoidable. The acknowledgement of their work by others does not play a great role for them; in general,they are quite independent of social relationships and very self-reliant. Analytical Thinkers therefore often give others the impression that they are arrogant or snobby - especially because they do not hesitate to speak their mind with their often harsh (even if justified) criticism and their imperturbable self-confidence. Incompetent contemporaries do not have it easy with them. But whoever succeeds in winning their respect and interest has a witty and very intelligent person to talk to. A partner who amazes one with his excellent powers of observation and his very dry humour.

It takes some time before Analytical Thinkers make friends, but then they are mostly friends for life. They only need very few people around them. Their most important ability is to be a match for them and thus give them inspiration. Constant social obligations quickly get on their nerves; they need a lot of time alone and often withdraw from others. Their partner must respect this and understand that this is not due to the lack of affection. Once they have decided in favour of a person, Analytical Thinkers are loyal and reliable partners. However, one cannot expect romance and effusive expressions of feelings from them and they will definitely forget their wedding anniversary. But they are always up to a night spent with stimulating discussions and a good glass of wine!

Adjectives which describe your type
introverted, theoretical, logical, spontaneous, rational, analytical, intellectual, sceptical, pensive, critical, quiet, precise, independent, creative, inventive, abstract, eccentric, curious, reserved, self-involved, imaginative, unsociable, determined, modest, careful, incommunicative, witty

Quite true for me. Try taking the test. http://www.ipersonic.com. Do tag me on your results ya. Or simply post in on your blog. I do read your blogs often ok!

Till then...

2009-01-02T01:03:00.000-08:00

I dont owe u your life. I dont get paid so little to come and see your bloody irritating face and attitude. You are fucking spoiling my day. I am hating life @ I*M. ALL THANKS TO YOU! You dont give instructions clearly, even if you do, you use terms that are alien to us and expect us to understand. If i know them, i dont have to come in as a INTERN. I would have been working here. Fucking MORON. And then when we ask you second time, you raise your voice and show that you are pissed. I am sorry but if you want me to make mistakes, i can choose not to ask. I ask because I obviously dont understand right, fucktard.

Don't talk when you're pissed because you are telling me a different account of what you told me when you were not pissed. So fuck off.

Bye!

I am leaving exactly at 6 although i am late. I dont want to continue seeing your face. OH WELL!

New Year's resolutions can be bad for you?

2009-01-01T19:57:00.000-08:00

New Year's resolutions can be bad for you: mental health charity

Making self-improvement New Year's resolutions often leaves people feeling worse, the British mental health charity Mind has warned.

Mind urged people not to make resolutions focusing on physical imperfections -- such as attempting to lose weight -- because they create a negative self image and lead to feelings of low self-esteem, hopelessness and even mild depression.

And when such optimistic resolutions fail, that could spark feelings of inadequacy and failure, the charity warned.

"New Year's resolutions can sometimes focus on our problems or insecurities such as being overweight, feeling unhappy in our jobs or feeling guilty about not devoting enough time to friends and family throughout the year," said Mind chief executive Paul Farmer.

"We chastise ourselves for our perceived shortcomings and set unrealistic goals to change our behaviour, so it's not surprising that when we fail to keep resolutions, we end up feeling worse than when we started.

"In 2009, instead of making a New Year's resolution, think positively about the year to come and what you can achieve."

Mind suggested resolution-makers focus instead on being active, connecting with nature, learning something new and working for one's community.

Quoted: "http://news.sg.msn.com/topstories/article.aspx?cp-documentid=1909260"

2008-12-31T00:56:00.000-08:00

★VynSen' says:
haha moving to yr 2009... im nt gonna drink nt gonna smoke haha so yea best way is to lock myself at home hahahaha
★VynSen' says:
LEAVE LAHZ !
MISHUELLE [IBM]; be on a constant lookout for people around u. says:
★VynSen' says:
haha moving to yr 2009... im nt gonna drink nt gonna smoke haha so yea best way is to lock myself at home hahahaha

YOU SURE?!

MISHUELLE [IBM]; be on a constant lookout for people around u. says:
i am going to save this down.
★VynSen' says:
NO NO lol

2008-12-30T23:35:00.000-08:00

Sorry for the lack in updates.

Christmas was peaceful. Went to Kit's(baby's bestie) house for a small gathering. Kitlyn's cute as usual and growing. Chatted and all till 12am, just wished everybody Merry Christmas. and continued chatting till 2am? Went home, dropped dead on the bed. Best part, i didn't hear fel calling me, i didnt hear my handphone ringing when i received 4 smses. Baby say my phone's super noisy.

On the way back, i kept asking baby where my christmas present is. He say there's none. Part of me was suspecting that he is lying cause he always does when he wants to surprise me. I didn't really think or guess what he would buy for me. Anyway i said i dropped dead the moment i reach home. Woke up around 5plus answered to mother nature's call. Heard some noises made from my bag. Who else would touch my bag other than baby and probably his little nephew, Zavian(he's a scanner part-time. Scans through everyone's bag. Especially mine cause i always keep goodies in my bag). Went back to the room, saw my jacket covering my bag(i dont remember covering it).

Lifted it up, GUCCI bag! Very shocked but touched. He MMS-ed me a picture of the bag some time ago asking if I wanna get it. His sister has lobang for the bag. But i dont want and dont have the money to spend. He told me to wait for other designs if i want. Cause they always have sales and good deals. So i said ok. In the end, he bought it for me. No pictures yet. Maybe soon.

A big THANK YOU for the bag, baby. I need to thank you for many many things, most importantly, loving me. I will thank you personally like i always do. Will talk to you real soon when you want to talk to me. Hee. He's been showering me with lotsa love plus extravagent gifts. I love you baby. Simple and sweet with deeper meanings within.

Very soon, i will have to leave 2008 behind and welcome 2009 with open arms + heart. Let's see... what have i done in 2008.

Ok, nothing.

But lotsa things happened in 2008. probably 2008 things happened.
In 2008........
-FYP (Final Year Project)
-Suzhou for a month
-IPP (Industrial Placement Project) @ IBM (Internation Business Machines)
-Found happiness
-Found good friends but not forgetting the old

This were the few major happenings. Not really happening though. Except that i can say that i've been very happy since June 23 because i had you. I want to thank the gang for bringing much happiness into my life. We will continue to be happy people! Still, i want to thank God for allowing the lucky me to live through 2008 and to be healthy enough to walk, hop and run about.

Resolutions for 2009....
-To graduate (which i will)
-To get married.
-To give birth.
-To be Tai Tai.

Of course not.

Resolutions for 2009....
-To graduate and get that piece of paper.
-Find a stable full time job and start working (I have 2 possible job opportunity waiting for me. I'll be coming soon.)
-Study part time if possible (havent decided what course to take. Probably taking up diploma in early childhood. And then continue to degree.)
-To save lotsa money and prepare for my future.
-To be happy like i always do. No matter what.
-Continue to be healthy.

Will be meeting the gang tonight for dinner. Not sure if baby wants to follow. Then head to MongKok aka M.K. pub at Telok Ayer for countdown. Baby booked a table for us already.

Can't wait for the party to begin. And, welcome 2009!!!!

May 2009 be a better year for you guys. Good health and best wishes! Good luck!

HELLO TWO-OH-OH-NINE!

i love all of you and world peace!

ilovemybabymorethough. sorry.

and signing off.....

Merry Christmas!!

2008-12-23T20:42:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas to all!! Best wishes for the New year! Blessings to you and your family.. Enjoy yourselves and happy holidays!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

lazy to update for now.. :p

2008-12-17T23:00:00.000-08:00

Thanks Shawniee for finding me this blogskin and also pyscho-ing me to do up a blog together with Fel fel. Good effort.

Christmas's round the corner and lets see what we have this year...

Fullerton Hotel: Esplanade Room with One King Bed, Located on top floor, Panoramic views of the Singapore River or Sea. $641.16. We'll be checking in on the 24th December so we can count down to Christmas and check out on the 25th. PERFECT! Definitely, cause it'll be fully paid for by SHAWNIEE the great! Muahahaha.

Ok, not. We have not decided where to go but plans are on its way! Hopefully we'll come to a conclusion soon! Looking forward to more fun and photo taking sessions!

Off to do some upgrading works on my blog. Will update when I can find time out of my not-so-free schedule.

Till then.....